nothing good will come of this.

so i've deleted the stupid bullshit i started spewing and have decided not to move in any direction but away from this for now. Maybe when i'm not diving headfirst into my 3rd shift in a row with only one 4hour gap i'll write something nice and happy and funny because that is how i feel usually when i'm not up to my neck in my 2nd all-nighter in a week. Sup swimming metaphors? i wish that it were warm and i were in a pool. I'll toss wining the lottery in there too just in case.